Consquences (Mel)

He hated all pure bloods minus maybe Alastor. Though he wasn't a fan of that man either. He wanted to murder the pure bloods and the noble that screwed up his life. He'd be happy right now if they had just backed off. Let Devan's little girl friend have her opinion he gave up caring what people thought. It only reminded him just how annoying people were. Mostly girls. Why did he make friends again? This was so stupid. What was he even doing? Right now it probably didn't mean much of anything. But what the heck did he know? Seriously just what did anyone know? Caelan kept to himself for reasons, and those reasons were better left not talked about. More or less. Now that he was thinking about these things anyway. He just walked with her and shrugged. He almost didn't care what she had to say. Like this girl was of any importance to him. Really he felt that she was just digging into this way too much. Way more then might actually be needed.

"Well yea of course we did. Doesn't really matter though. You want to know more go ask Devan. He's the chatter box after all. Whatever, your dog is close and not likely in a blood suckers hands. This place leads back to the dorms anyway." Maybe now she'd go away. He'd at least be safe from dealing with her for now. That sounded like a plan to him, mostly. Either way he'd rather just shrug this off. Go on about his own way somehow. Rather then letting those things get to him again. She had no idea what he went through. What he had to see, and she was never going to find out. He flat out refused to tell her any of it. She didn't need to know, she could go cuddle up to Devan. And he'd just disappear. He didn't need to see them clinging to each other and being all friendly. He'd rather avoid all bull shit like that if he could.

He just shrugged, this girl had bugged him from the start. And as they walked, and she found her stupid mutt. Caelan just twirled his hair. He didn't want to deal with any of this. It'd only keep on bothering him even longer right now. She had no idea what she was bringing up or causing. "Tch. Well you two have fun. I have rounds to finish and make sure the little princess doesn't get away again. If she or that puppy gets hurt I won't say I told you so." He huffed, and tried to calm his temper. Though he did smile a little bit more around Devan. He was faking happy again, his attitude minus the first comment had completely changed. He wouldn't look right at them. They were hugging and guys didn't do that. So Caelan didn't even want to watch what he knew he couldn't have anymore. Maybe with her here, Devan would be happier.

He had not said a word after that. Let her do it, she was the one who could touch Devan without it seeming Gay. Caelan wanted to laugh over that, he really did. But his chest just hurt too much to do those things.

What could he do? This would probably not end up changing matters either. At this moment he wondered just what he might be getting into. Seriously what could he end up thinking. Caelan wanted to get out of here, though it'd probably not end up meaning much. Like all of this would even end up helping. He'd rather shrug this off. Deal with in it another way for that matter. With a small sigh he wondered why they were getting in his way. This was already not something he wanted to deal with it. More or less he felt that he was not in place here. He shouldn't be here. Caelan would be better off somewhere else. Like working, his body felt tired but he didn't want to stop basically. He pretty much ignored the two of them talking.

He didn't look back when Devan called out for him. Why did he do that? He should be focusing on his friend. Caelan wasn't important right now. He had hunter duties to do more or less. "What?" His tone didn't sound mad when he was talking straight to Devan. Even if he couldn't and wouldn't look at him. This was already irritating enough. He did not want to deal with this since it wasn't going to do him any good either right now. He almost didn't care what this was about. This wasn't something he wanted to deal with.

Why? Go back, as if. He didn't need to go back with her there. She would just get in his way, and it'd be really annoying at that. Though of course he'd leave that alone. People didn't need to know what he was feeling right now. Emotions were awkward beasts, and all he wanted was them to go away. But like that'd happen it'd just be way too easy then. "I'm perfectly fine but whatever. You won't give up until I go back with you anyway. You shouldn't be waiting for me." He huffed, this was already just how he was. He'd keep on pouting for now. Though like it'd end up changing anything either.

He felt tired, and he was just doing his best to pretend he wasn't tired anymore or anything. But like it'd work. Go figure for Caelan he had no luck at this point. Not his best idea apparently.

Caelan wanted to just disappear but like that'd work, it'd only end up causing issues for him. Something he should have already been more then aware of at this point anyway. What could he do? He had a moment where he didn't feel like he was in a right place. Perhaps. Caelan just wondered what his ex boyfriend was even doing. This made him feel so confused. But at that same moment he'd rather just not deal with anything. Her, Devan, or anything. No he wanted to make all of those images in his head go away. At least for now. What was she even talking about. Caelan didn't need to rest, no he'd be fine. This was probably not important anyway. The boy thought he'd be fine anyway.

"...Fine. I won't get out of this anyway it seems. So whatever. let's go before those vampires show up." He didn't mean that he was just making some form of an excuse. Something so he didn't have to say he was agreeing with them. Because really Caelan wasn't. He didn't want to go anywhere with them. At least not right now, so what was he going to say? How could he figure this out anyway. It was a bit strange at this point. What could he do? It'd probably not end up meaning much of anything by now. Go figure what little luck he even had. Maybe he should have gone about this a different way but like that ever happened right? Not exactly his best idea at this point.

He almost didn't feel like resting. What good would that do him anyway? But he'd keep that to himself. Best to not let people realize just what he might be feeling, at least not right now. Caelan's emotions were so complicated. And he almost didn't know what to do with them either at this point. How could he? Devan didn't even know who he was anymore, so of course things weren't as easy as he wished they would be. He didn't even know what to do he was just too tired to fight. So he'd go along, only for Devan. Nothing and no one else mattered to him at this point.

Caelan did not say a word he would just keep going, or well letting her drag him along. Really this didn't matter, it wasn't entirely his problem. Or so he thought, but of course he had a lot going through his head right now. Not all of it was good. And not all of it was bad either.

Why was she so clingy? Why did she want to keep dragging him along? This was already irritating enough. So not his style at this point. It felt strange enough to be on the odd end of some of this stuff. What could he even do? Right now it might not matter but Caelan barely knew this girl. Who was she? Besides Devan's friend anyway. That was already obvious. Caelan mostly ignored Devan's sigh it wasn't his business. Though he felt bad. Not like he asked for some girl to give him attention. No Caelan was not like that, he didn't understand how girls would force things on him. To the boy that had become strange enough. He was not sure where to go with this. She was looking at him, and wanted to say something? Apparently.

"Whatever just keep your puppy with you. And don't let him wander into the woods again. They might want to make a meal out of him." That was all he said, right now he'd rather not end up dealing with it. Not right now. Perhaps he needed to but Caelan was tired. He wanted to sleep. Curling up with Devan sounded pretty good right now. Even if Devan didn't have a clue who he was. Or knew anything about him at this point. Well about that other side of the relationship they shared. That was really all his mind was on right now.

Well for a second then it faded off into sleeping. He didn't want to sway on his feet or fall before the girl here. With Devan he could, but her no. She was already probably thinking he needed to be cared for. Or something along those lines anyway, at this moment. "Yea bye...just be careful." He spoke with that familiar grumble, Caelan wasn't too bothered with her now. All he wanted was her to go so he could sleep. That was all, and it couldn't be so bad now could it? This was just his life, it had always been for that matter. Basically, this was one of those things he didn't discuss with anyone.

He flinched a little at the hug and calmed down. This was not so bad to him, never really had to been. He just gave a small nod then waved to her. "Night. Come on Devan let's go. I want to go to bed" He did not let go of Devan as he dragged the other male off, she gave Caelan attention but not Devan? This was already weird enough and he didn't know what to do about any of that..

Caelan wanted this to end, his emotions were already on edge. Didn't need to add onto it with some dang girl. Not like he knew her. She was Devan's friend not his. Just apparently he was talked about ALL the time. And he truly didn't get why. Not like he had any important to anyone basically. Caelan was just Caelan and he happened to be there. Nothing else really mattered did it? Right? He only rolled his eyes and glared back at Devan. He wasn't flustered he was irritated, his rounds had been interrupted by a girl and her mutt. And the girl was someone Devan knew. How many girls did he know? Caelan had to remember they weren't dating anymore though so he just let it go. His chest hurt, and he was tired. His physical wounds had healed, the emotional ones were about as bothersome as a thorn in his side. And he hated every single second of it. He needed to forget, to tell himself to constantly forget. That was all he could do. Caelan had no other use but to be a left behind hunter. Probably for the best. Feelings were dangerous and pathetic at that.

He'd have to deal with it, he didn't want to forget Devan. Those things they did. But of course like it'd end up changing. So with a small sigh he wondered just what to get into. What to do about this? All of it was so confusing to him and very strange at that. Anyway what was he supposed to do. Devan loved to tease him but Devan didn't know a damn thing he'd never learn. Caelan was going out of his way to even tell anything. He barely did anything around Devan anymore. He just curled up on his side of the bed and stayed there. If they shared beds at all. Then the boy went back to sleep in his own bed after having a few break downs or something. Not exactly his best idea but of course things happened, Caelan was dealing with his feelings. Not in the best way he could but who really cared right.

"Who knows go ask her. Apparently her dog got out in the woods. That's all. So she's your friend huh? Well at least you get to see her again huh. Shouldn't you be in bed anyway?" Caelan was avoiding things, some of the questions and just yawning. He was tired but didn't want to sleep. After all when he slept he dreamed of things that hurt him. The pain in his chest was not something he wanted to think of. That was all really. This shouldn't have mattered all that much anyway. So what was he going to say? How was he going to say this either. It almost didn't matter, he just tugged Devan to the dorm room and walked through the door after letting go of his hand. Caelan just smiled and acted totally normal again. It couldn't be so bad for him to do that anyway.

"You should ask her about the dog, when you can get time away from this room. Or whatever. I mean if you are that curious. It can just be overlooked for now." Caelan had actually forgot that they weren't allowed with how she mentioned knowing Devan. And then the other things. Caelan tried not so sigh, he knew Devan hated when he did that. So of course he wouldn't allow it either. He needed to be how he always was, even if he wanted to entirely break down and pretend those emotions never existed. He only smiled back at Devan before shoving him down on the bed. "Get your ass back in bed, before I tie you to it and you really can't go anywhere. I'm going to take a shower before bed I guess." He mumbled, and started pulling off his uniform, at least his shirt, tie and what not.

Caelan was just waiting, wondering. What would Devan end up saying after all? This confused him to begin with at this point anyway. Perhaps he needed to just shrug this off somehow. At least maybe. Who knew, he felt a tad bit confused. Maybe because of that girl and how tired he felt. That would probably suit this matter. Apparently. He kept waiting to hear what Devan would say? Though it'd probably not end up mattering. So what was he going to say? For now he'd rather just not dig up the bad memories pretty much. Since it was likely that wouldn't end so well for him. Not at this moment. Devan couldn't sleep though? That didn't sound very good to him either, but of course he'd keep his mouth shut about that. Caelan didn't mind Devan waiting. But what if he got hurt. Not that lecturing would do any good either.

"Yea yea well next time wait in the dorms okay? Or tell me, jeez. When you are better you can come out with me instead, but you won't get that way if you stay out here in the cold." Yes it wasn't that cold, but it wasn't warm either so of course he said that. This was just his way of life. And how he did things. It wasn't likely that his mind would change. Devan needed to get better before he was ever allowed back on missions or the rounds around the school. Caelan got so exhausted because he worked every single day almost. And it took him awhile to get back to the dorms. So he'd just pass out in the living room, or somewhere else. He didn't even care if he slept on the floor when he was tired.

"You pervert, It's not like I meant it that way. But if you want it that way, maybe I'll do it." He rolled his eyes. Of course not like he'd care, Devan had always been a pervert. He knew that much already. And he wasn't about to change his mind because of anything basically. Not at this point anyway. He only rolled his eyes and then settled back down on the chair next to the bed after throwing his clothes off and putting his pjs on. "Jeez, you are weird. But whatever just a few hungry brats who wanted food, and got to kick them down hard. Then that woman with her dog showed up in the woods. So yea whatever. You should sleep now, can you sleep?" He looked at Devan, he wouldn't comment on things, since it was far from his place to do so anyway.

He'd keep on whining for a little while. Maybe only because he was tired. Caelan did whine quite a bit when he was tired. That couldn't be so surprising now could it? After all things happened anyway. So for now he'd just learn to deal with it basically. Best thing he could do. Caelan thought about going to bed but that'd probably not end up doing him any good. He was a bit too wired but also tired? how strange was that?

This day had gone awkward fast, first Melanie then Devan, and they knew each other. Just what was he supposed to say to that? So far he couldn't think of a darn thing. Not that it mattered. Who could blame him. Things were already awkward, and he was pushed into the dorms with Devan. Or well he dragged Devan back into the dorms. But who cared. Those details weren't entirely important either were they? That girl was gone. He felt a bit better, even if work had stressed him out a little bit. He'd keep that to himself. Caelan always kept those things to himself. It could not have been that surprising now could it? He'd just have to figure this out some other way instead. And at least somehow manage to hope for the best. Even if it might not work out so well. Devan still had no idea what Caelan felt. Or how he was, after all he'd sorta closed off to everyone now. Though he barely made that obvious to Devan at least. He just couldn't bring himself to do that to his ex and his friend.

"Doesn't really matter. Just before I went into the woods, they were lurking around mumbling about things. But they went back to the night class for classes. So whatever." He didn't care, Caelan would leave details out. He didn't need to let people figure it out. That'd be stupid enough as it was anyway. He'd just end up causing more problems then it might actually end up being worth at this moment in time. "Not really any day class. Most of them went away by then. So whatever, it's not important anyway now is it? Right?" He did not get what Devan was even going on about. Why did any of that actually matter. It wasn't like he was pushing on things, or what not. No he only wanted to go to bed. For at least a little while. Sleep sounded so good with how tired he was right now anyway. But did it really have any importance? Probably not.

He only looked at him and tilted his head. " Yea I'm fine...just tired and sore." He mumbled and flopped over on the bed, he didn't sleep away from Devan usually. Because Devan always needed him so he'd settle down on the other side of Devan. Why was Devan worried? What point did worrying about Caelan even have. Since of course Caelan felt just fine, but he'd just keep that to himself right now. Trying to dig into things might only end up making it a lot worse. Which he didn't want. At least. But would Devan just go to sleep this time? Or stay up and keep talking to him.