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Post by Nate Rochester on Jun 4, 2014 19:31:02 GMT -9
Don't let it show. The Cold never bothered me anyway Nate honestly hated today, he hated almost every day. After all it was so annoying to him, to have to deal with those things. He'd just rather not. Since it wasn't bound to even help, the boy had forgotten his lunch back at home but he didn't care. Not like he wanted to eat. He'd rather just not eat, not ask for a darn thing and so on. Seemed pretty simple really. It seemed his brother and Devan were back on good ends again. Now that left him alone but he liked being alone. So he wouldn't change a darn thing anytime soon. Nothing and no one would actually be able to make him do that. He felt so tired, and as he rested his head down on the table. He was not that bad on this one, it'd probably not end up hurting him at all. With a small laugh he noticed the students were going away. They were off on their own, and he'd be fine. Nate didn't need people.
He didn't want people so he just rested his head back down then yawned. It made him feel a lot better at this point anyway. He'd actually not get into it. Since it was not bound to even help him, or do him much of any good either. At this moment he felt he'd be ignored. Which yes he wanted to constantly be ignored. He did not want to have anyone find him by this point. Since it was not likely to do him any good either. Nate hadn't noticed anyone, if someone was here he didn't care. It seemed for a moment he was off in his own little world. And he'd end up staying there for such a long time.
Nate just wanted to get out of this school. If his studies went properly he'd be able to start hunting. Like the really strong hunting with his father. Since he knew Caelan probably didn't want to. But of course he'd rather not get dragged into that, it was just so annoying. He'd rather shrug it off. His head was starting to droop as he seemed to start falling asleep on the desk. He was pretty sure no one would bother to come around him. So he had nothing to worry about now. So letting his guard down wouldn't hurt. tag: Melanie Evers • words: ### • notes: none • template by kaito of aizrp
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Post by Melanie Evers on Jun 4, 2014 20:46:25 GMT -9
Melanie gathered her things that had been strewn about her desk and headed out of her math class. The bell had rung quite some time ago, but she had chosen to stay after for a little while to finish what she'd been working on. School work helped her ignore the things that she didn't want to think about. After that whole weird issue with Caelan and Devan, she had been constantly obsessing over it for days now. In her own world she had completely shut herself off to everyone around her, but externally Melanie appeared as normal and carefree as ever. This too was another way to distract herself, but talking with her classmates hadn't been working lately either. None of them knew the truth about this school, therefore it was difficult to hold a conversation when all she wanted to talk about were how ridiculous hunters were.
Stuffing her books and things in her school bag, Melanie headed out of her class and to her locker to get some money to at least try and find something to eat. She usually didn't have time to make her own lunch, and today had been no difference. She walked into the cafeteria, late of course, and bought herself a pretzel and cheese. Not the healthiest thing on the menu, but she paid little mind to her eating habits now that she was away from her family. She didn't plan on becoming a hunter, so what was the point in trying to take care of her body as if she were some sort of machine?
Eating in the cafeteria, though it usually gave her some form of solice, didn't appear very enticing this afternoon. She avoided the glances of potential students that might ask her to sit down with them, and crept around the outside of the cafeteria until she made her way to the exit. Once there she expelled a relieved sigh, and walked back down the hall to one of her classrooms in hopes of finding one that was actually empty.
Peering into the windows of the classrooms every so often, she noticed a person sitting alone in one of the desks. It was something that she wouldn't have really paid much attention to if not for the fact that the boy's hair, and posture alone were so recognizable. Melanie took a stopped, took a step back, and narrowed her eyes as she tried to see more clearly into the room. Was that..Nate? It was sad that she still couldn't entirely tell the difference between Caelan and his brother, but she didn't think that Caelan was the type to fall asleep in class.
Quietly she opened the door, and entered the room just as silently so as not to disturb the unidentified student. Though once Melanie got closer and realized that it was Nate, her spirits lifted and a small smile appeared in her features. If only he was this mellow when he was awake, she thought to herself as she walked around to the desk nearest him and pulled a chair out from the desk so she could move it to sit across him. She set her things down and cleared her throat before trying to speak, though she was generous enough to speak softly.
"Hey sleepy head. Don't you think a bed would be more comfortable?" She said, reaching over and poking his arm with an index finger.
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Post by Nate Rochester on Jun 5, 2014 5:41:04 GMT -9
Don't let it show. The Cold never bothered me anyway Nate hadn't been sleeping very well honestly, but he'd just keep it to himself. He'd rather not end up dragging into this since it was not likely to do him any good. Right? For this moment he felt as if he was not in the right place. He knew he was just dreaming but it felt weird. There were people around him in this dream. People he didn't know, they wanted something from him. And what they wanted he wouldn't do. Even if he didn't quite know what it was. Or what it meant. What was he supposed to do? This already seemed so freaking annoying to him. Honestly he'd rather not deal with it. Since this was not his comfort zone. Not something he liked or wanted to even deal with apparently. He would love to be jolted awake. Though it wasn't bound to happen. he had a feeling people wouldn't care. They only would keep on ignoring him. And Nate had been fine with that.
His body just slept there, it seemed so peaceful to anyone around him. Even if the images in his head were far from peaceful honestly. But he wouldn't complain. Nope he'd just figure it out some other way. Somehow. If it was even possible, but so far it really wasn't. And he'd just have to keep on dealing with that. He just grumbled but didn't stir a bit. He was too tired, why didn't people just leave him alone. It sounded honestly so annoying but he'd rather not get dragged into that stuff. It wasn't likely to help at this point. At that moment he'd rather not end up getting woken up. But Melanie didn't seem to care. So apparently he was just going to have to stay asleep. But it bothered him. He didn't want to deal with those things. Not at all. "What do you want?" He huffed, though his tone was a lot less agitated.
She just had to be lucky she caught him when he was tired basically. So he wouldn't bother to get involved in those negative emotions. He would just be slightly dazed for most of the conversation till he completely woke up. He just glanced over at Melanie and rolled his eyes. She hadn't responded to him but what did she want. Nate could be a major jerk when he wanted to be, and usually he was. So this had been his style. It'd always been his style, nothing would change that anytime soon. Basically. "No...because then I have to deal with people bothering me." He huffed and sat up cracking his back as he did. Yes it'd be better for him but Nate didn't want to go there. His body was weak, his body was worn out.
People didn't bother him as much here, but he was swaying a little bit as he moved. Coffee would be so good right now, he needed to stop with those late nights or he'd end up knocking himself into a coma at some point. tag: Melanie Evers • words: ### • notes: none • template by kaito of aizrp
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Post by Melanie Evers on Jun 5, 2014 11:44:05 GMT -9
Melanie leaned away as he grumbled at her, almost surprised to see that he was even waking up. He'd looked so dead a moment ago. If it hadn't been for the noted rise and fall of his chest she would have thought he was in a far worse condition. She leaned back in her chair and watched him rise slowly, a small grin still present in her features -despite the roll of his eyes. This kid had attitude, and she was well aware of that already, but he was tired and she sure as hell wasn't intimidated by him.
She pinched the edge of her paper plate with her fingers, and delicately pulled it closer to herself while he spoke. As she glanced up at him after hearing him crack his back a light frown adorned her expression, curious if he was okay. He sounded like an old man, a lonely old man. Why he didn't like the company of others, even of the positive variety, was a mystery to her. What problem did he have with people he didn't even give the chance to get to know?
"Why do you hate people so much?" She inquired whilst picking up the edge of her pretzel and ripping off a small piece. She reached over and handed it to Nate, or at least gestured for him to take some so he could eat too. He probably needed the energy more than she did.
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Post by Nate Rochester on Jun 5, 2014 12:51:59 GMT -9
Don't let it show. The Cold never bothered me anyway Why did it matter? People weren't important, they never had been honestly. It was not something he wanted to deal with or think about. Simple as that honestly. So what was he going to do now? Nothing. He'd just keep ignoring her. Let her try to say what she wanted. It was not likely to even work. He already knew that, though of he'd rather not think about it. Since it wasn't likely to help matters either. Not now, hardly ever. Simple. But at the same moment he wondered just what he was going to do. Just what could he do? It wasn't like he had ever been good at this stuff, or known what to do either. A pretty simple thought right there regardless. Or at least so he thought. He'd rather not bring that up since it wouldn't likely help either of them. He only stopped and glared at her. "Because I just do. Plus everyone thinks my brother is so fucking perfect. Hell even you thought I was Caelan." He huffed, and just got up to go stand by the window.
He honestly didn't care, he just wanted her to go away. She needed to leave him alone. It'd probably not end up changing matters either. And he didn't want to deal with it either. People never liked him, and he didn't want to deal with people so why would he? Not like it'd end up doing him any good either. Not at this point. Seriously just either way it made him feel so confused, completely at that. He truly had no idea what to say, or how to go about doing any of this either. It was not likely going to help matters or anything. Nate did not understand why she kept on bothering him. What did she even think it would do. After all it wasn't like he asked her to help , or even try to talk to him. Caelan needed people, Nate needed no one. And he'd be fine just not having anyone.
He took the food from her and only chewed on it a little. After all he didn't want to deal with her. Not at all. It sounded really annoying to him if he wanted to be obvious about it. Why couldn't she just back off? Before he got really annoyed with people. Mostly her. "What the hell do you want with me?" He said between bites as he just chewed the food slowly. He wasn't that hungry now he was more annoyed then anything basically. As much as he didn't like the idea. What was he going to do. tag: Melanie Evers • words: ### • notes: none • template by kaito of aizrp
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Post by Melanie Evers on Jun 5, 2014 13:58:09 GMT -9
As he stood up she feared that he was going to storm off and leave, like he had before when they'd first met. Even though Melanie wasn't in the mood for the company of her friends, it didn't mean that she wanted to eat alone. She wouldn't have even come in here to sit with Nate if she'd desired solitude after all. When he didn't walk away though she felt relieved, and lowered her eyes after he took the peace offering from her hand.
Whenever Nate spoke he sounded so angry. Melanie wondered what had ticked him off this time, or if he was just grumpy because he hadn't been sleeping well. It would explain why he was passed out at his desk. She sighed quietly to herself, and reached over to her food to tear the pretzel into smaller pieces. When she'd mistaken him for Caelan before, she hadn't meant it to be some sort of insult. It wasn't her fault that Nate was taking it that way.
"No ones perfect." She retorted, knowing full well that Caelan wasn't either. Melanie didn't want him mistaking her opinions towards his brother. She didn't think that anyone was perfect, regardless of their talents. Caelan wasn't perfect, and neither was Devan or her family. It almost annoyed her that Nate accused her of thinking such things, as if she were some sort of naive child.
She seized her movements and glanced over at Nate briefly as he spoke a second time. She only had a simple answer to his question. It may have been lackluster, but she had very few reasons for being here. "I just wanted to sit here and eat with you." Was that too much to ask? She didn't want anything from him, and it was all the more annoying for him to accuse her of wanting anything else. Though deep down she simply didn't want to admit that she was upset, and didn't want to hang around her friends in the cafeteria that knew nothing about the reality of the school.
"Do you hate me or something?"
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Post by Nate Rochester on Jun 5, 2014 14:48:49 GMT -9
Don't let it show. The Cold never bothered me anyway He only kept nibbling on the food she handed him. Though really he didn't care about any of this, he was not going to think much over this. It was not even important anyway. There would be no importance about any of this. Not at all anyway. For a moment he'd rather shrug it off. Why did this girl even want anything to do with him. Really, he had no importance to her or anyone. No one would want to be around him. So why the heck did she keep going out of here way to even talk to him? Why? It made him feel really annoyed out of the blue anyway. He would rather not deal with any of this. Since it was not likely to get him anywhere. Or actually manage to do any good either. Nate did not understand Mel. He could not find her easy to understand, and he almost didn't want to understand her either. What good would it do?
He hated people, he wanted people to go away. Though no it would probably not end up helping him. More or less. And yet he was not sure what to do. How could he end up handling this. Why couldn't he just run away. That sounded like such a better idea to him. If he managed to run away then it meant he didn't have to deal with so much other stuff. Drama and so on. Simple as that. But yet he also had a feeling this might not help. She had a habit of following him as shown by how she appeared this time. He didn't want to have to wait for such a darn long time. But like it'd end up helping or doing anything. Knowing them he'd have to figure this all out on his own. No help and no one actually trying to do anything good for him.
"Tch so what my brother is better then me. Devan is better then me, I'm just his shadow. It's so fucking stupid and I hate them. I don't need people, I hate everyone" He rambled on, and honestly he was not going to stop. They had to deal with that. As stupid as it was they had to deal with it. He would not care if she tried to escape or not it was not bound to happen. Basically at this point he'd rather make it all end. If he could at all. Yea it'd probably not end up helping, or making anything work but so what. Nate did not care about her, he didn't care about anyone. Let them get mad it was not going to change his opinion anytime soon. Why would it?
"No I just don't need people. They'll just tear you down if you let them in." He huffed as he shoved the food back into his mouth without looking at her. Really he was speaking his mind and that was not about to change. tag: Melanie Evers • words: ### • notes: none • template by kaito of aizrp
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Post by Melanie Evers on Jun 5, 2014 23:39:22 GMT -9
Melanie picked up one of the smaller pieces and dipped the end into her small cup of nacho cheese. Once again she was reminded how unhealthy this lunch was just from the look of the cheese alone. She told herself she didn't care, but in the back of her mind she could hear her mother telling her to put it down and pick up a celery stick instead. Melanie wondered then if Nate's parents were the same. Strict, and persistent, from her knowledge most hunter parents were similar. Surely there were some that were different though...
As Nate spoke, Melanie remembered then as well that he had some sort of issue with his brother. She didn't understand why it mattered so much that Devan and Caelan were more skilled then Nate, if that were even true. Who cares if they were or not? They were older after all, and had more experience. It wasn't as if Nate was incompetent, but perhaps he didn't see things that way. At any rate she didn't like the way he spoke of himself, or her.
She could never hate anybody, but Nate didn't seem to have any problem disliking her. Even if he didn't hate her, he certainly contradicted himself by admitting that he hated everyone. Melanie didn't believe that she was some miraculous exception. Honestly it sort of made her feel...sad. Her expression showed that as she chewed her food and swallowed sullenly. She didn't look up at him, but she felt the need to say something.
"I wouldn't cut you down." Didn't he think that it was rude to even accuse her of potentially doing such a thing? Melanie thought she should feel offended, but it still just made her upset. "You should really pick one or the other. You can't say you hate everyone, then say you don't hate me. You don't have to sugar coat anything for me...if you really hate everyone so much then you might as well tell me to my face you hate me too." Melanie muttered, though in her last words her voice wavered. It was as if she were about to cry but she had no idea why or what from.
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Post by Nate Rochester on Jun 6, 2014 0:21:35 GMT -9
Don't let it show. The Cold never bothered me anyway He had stopped eating, honestly Nate didn't care. She had to stop annoying him though or he'd probably end up flipping his lid at her. She was not that great to him, but at the same time he'd rather just dig into it. This girl needed to go away. Nate would only get her hurt. Or she'd end up hurting him. Which he honestly didn't want, he would rather find something else to do instead. If that was even possible. His parents were controlling, pushy and so on. But they also just wanted the children to succeed. Those children they birthed were good kids, they just needed some time to figure things out. Though would it work? Who knew, probably not very well. Nate was a bit of a trouble maker. He'd probably always be some form of a trouble maker. Not that he honestly enjoyed the idea, he'd rather just make it go away. If that was even possible. Right now what was he supposed to do. He hated all people, but she wasn't like all those people either.
"Oh sure you won't. You say that now. They all just say that and end up doing. Just leave me alone." He huffed, and wanted to make this go away. Why did it just always have to end up getting worse. He truly didn't like it. What was he going to do, this was probably not going to make matters easier. But it'd be figured out later on. But of course, at this moment he'd rather not deal with it. But what was he going to say. How could he handle this? Talking to someone who did this, who could do that. It just was so weird. Basically. So for a moment he'd rather try to attempt to shrug it off. If that was going to approve things, or more of improve things anyway. This was not exactly his best idea or something he was entirely comfortable with. He was always the one looked down on, and he had mostly accepted that. But it didn't mean he liked it.
Did they really care? This was not something he wanted to think about. He'd rather just try to avoid all of them. Keeping those people so far away ended up making things so much easier. And he'd rather not dwell on it. Since it wasn't likely to improve matters. Not at all really. "You want me to hate you? Sounds like you are about to cry instead. You shouldn't ask for things you don't want." That was all he said, and right now he'd rather not drag into these things. Since it wasn't bound to do any good either. Not now, and hardly ever honestly. So for a moment he was trying to do his best, trying to calm down instead.
Did she really want him to hate her? He didn't know what he was supposed to do. tag: Melanie Evers • words: ### • notes: none • template by kaito of aizrp
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