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Post by Reagan Anderson on May 9, 2014 21:21:12 GMT -9
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Reagan only shrugged, what would this do? Not like dwelling on it would get him anywhere right now. Not at all, basically he was stuck dealing with things. No matter how it happened, he just always had to deal. Reagan hated the idea of those annoying fangirls getting in the way. Why couldn't they just back off? Go get laid or something, stay away from Kyler. He didn't want to deal with them. If people saw them now they'd never hear the end of it. Go figure apparently he had to deal with Kyler worrying though. Just why was his friend so worried. It wasn't as if he felt much of anything right now anyway. "Forget it, let's just go. I don't like being out here any longer." He said as he just groaned a little bit. This was probably not something to deal with. Basically. Yet where would this end up going. He had a feeling Kyler might shove him off, or make him go back to the dorms. After dragging him out Kyler better not.
Reagan only didn't want Kyler to worry about him. That was all, he hated to make people worry about him. That was basically just how it was right now. So what could he do? Or say. Personally this was awkward and it made him feel really weird. Apparently. He couldn't help it, his body made him feel way too tired right now. So what could he end up doing, it might not get him anywhere. But still. "Dude stop worrying about me, I'm just tired. It probably doesn't mean anything, you should just go back to the dorms with me." That was all he said. This was probably not going to be that strange or new? Or something. Honestly what could he do? This made him feel really weird to begin with. Reagan was so weird, and Kyler was too right now. What the heck was he so worried about. Reagan felt fine.
He didn't feel any pain, or anything bad. He was just there. Wondering why Kyler was worrying the way he did. What was this even going to do? Reagan was fine so what was Kyler even thinking about. "Fine I'll go back to the damn room but you will come back if you are bringing some person with you. I don't want some person in my room without you around. And you aren't avoiding me again. So deal." Reagan hated being sick, or even feeling sick but right now he couldn't tell. So he'd just have to deal, and so would Kyler. Now could he end up getting Kyler to stay with him at least? For now.
He didn't want Kyler to have to leave again. MADE BY ★MEULK OF GS & THQ
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Post by Kyler Cullen on May 9, 2014 21:55:28 GMT -9
some coincidences are deliberate reagan / notes / etc Kyler felt speechless, not because Reagan was saying anything radical, but simply because he didn't want to say no and turn the boy down. He would be able to take him back to the gate. This was something he was capable of, however, Kyler didn't believe that it would be very smart of him if he went inside the Day Class dorms. He was in a very difficult situation, and Reagan's wishes were making it worse. He wanted to please his friend, especially after they were making up with one another, but there were certain rules that he couldn't break at this school. Not only would it bother the headmaster, his parents, but Kyler somewhat feared Alastor.
"Reagan I..." God dammit this was hard. Kyler had never felt so hindered before. His words wouldn't even flow properly, and he didn't know how to fix it. "You know it's against the rules. I can't go inside the Day class dorms..I'll get in trouble." His voice was slightly whispered this time, as if paranoid that someone was listening to their conversation all of a sudden.
"You can handle a nurse. It won't be such a big deal." Or at least he hoped not. If Reagan got sick he would lose days of sleep over it. He chewed on the inside of his lip while he waited for the brunette to blow up at him again, accuse him of trying to leave him though that wasn't the case.
He wanted to talk more. Kyler wanted to be able to go to the boy's room and hang out, but that wasn't possible here, and for good reason. Admittedly Kyler didn't want any vampires near or around his friend. He was possessive and honestly preferred the rules to stay the way they were, even if it did hinder him as well.
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Post by Reagan Anderson on May 9, 2014 22:26:07 GMT -9
i definitely want to ask you today do you like me? | | do you love me? |
Reagan actually waited for his hopes to be thrown down on the ground like a glass that would just shatter. Yea he knew the rules but he wanted his friend who broke the rules back. The friend who didn't care much for being a good boy, but like that'd ever happen again. Kyler was all about being the good boy now, so annoying. Why the fuck couldn't he just listen, and stop being such a butt. What would he end up doing? Really at this point it'd probably not end up helping very much either. He didn't know what Kyler was, or what they could do. Nothing was obvious to Reagan. Right now Reagan just wanted to quit trying. "Fine...Just take me back to the gate and you can go back to being Mr. Good boy, I don't need a nurse. I just want to sleep the next month away." He huffed ,and grumbled. Reagan wasn't entirely steady on his feet but he didn't care. He'd just get to the dorm without a problem.
"I don't need a nurse dammit. I need my best friend. I-I'm sorry...Just going to the room now. You best go back to those classes." He only forced a small smile, and touched the gate to the day rooms. Reagan felt that ache in his chest again. He was such a little girl, but he only kept his emotions under wraps this time. Walking through the gate was probably not going to be that great. But Reagan could handle himself. He had so many times before anyway. So what did it matter? "Good bye Kyler. Have fun at class." Reagan just wanted to walk to the gate by himself but it wasn't likely going to happen. Apparently. So just what was he going to do? This made him feel a bit confused, and he just didn't want to think about this.
What could he say? Reagan didn't care if he failed, or if he didn't. School was never important to him. So of course he'd rather just not care. His friend wanted to keep on just focusing on his stupid school work. Being a good person and all that crap. Go figure. Like it'd probably end up doing him any good either. What could he do? He had a feeling resting might be a better idea. But not like it'd work out that well basically. He just wanted to get out of here for now, and leave his memories with Kyler behind. They were bothering him way too much at this point anyway. MADE BY ★MEULK OF GS & THQ
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Post by Kyler Cullen on May 11, 2014 23:38:17 GMT -9
some coincidences are deliberate tag / notes / etc He didn't mean to make Reagan mad. It wasn't his fault that he had to keep certain things secret. He was born the way he was. Kyler didn't choose to be born into his parents family. It just happened that way, but there was nothing he could do to change that. He could erase Reagan's mind a hundred times over but it wouldn't erase the fact that he was a vampire, and born to nobility. He wanted to tell his friend these things, about him and why he had to abide by the rules now more than ever, but he couldn't. It wasn't Reagan's fault that he didn't understand, but it was starting to bother Kyler why his friend couldn't even trust him.
As the boy turned away from him, and huffed to storm off, Kyler moved forward quickly and grabbed Reagan's arm. "Wait!" He urged, though even he counted control Reagan. It wasn't in him to even try. However he did want the boy to at least listen. To realize that he wasn't trying to be mean. At least then, if Rea understood his intentions he might think about this later and bring it upon himself to forgive him. "Why aren't you listening to me?"
And so another conversation was opened.
"Why can't you just trust me Reagan...You're my friend...My BEST friend, and I don't like it when you talk this way." He treated him as if he couldn't feel anything. As if Kyler were a heartless being with no emotions but that was wrong. It hurt him when Reagan was angry. He felt guilt when the boy was upset. "You're not being fair...I care about you, a lot. I'm choosing to listen to the rules because it's the right thing to do. It's the only way I can keep you safe." He was beginning to run on a tangent, and saying things that he'd later regret. Not because they were ill to Reagan's ears, but that they would create more suspicion that he had something to hide.
"Don't be mad at me anymore...Please." It was so utterly pathetic of him, as a noble, having to plead with a human for anything. His parents would be appalled, however he didn't care nor did he think it to be rash. All he wanted was Reagan's forgiveness. It was the only thing that mattered in the moment.
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Post by Reagan Anderson on May 12, 2014 4:16:53 GMT -9
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Okay so maybe he was being harsh, but Kyler had made him mad. Every time they tried to do anything it fell apart, so much faster then he thought. And of course he hated every single moment of that. Who wouldn't, right? Since it wasn't like he did have more issues then needed right about now. With a low grumble he tried to just pretend this stuff wasn't happening. More or less. But did it even matter? Probably not. He had a feeling it he'd only get told some excuse again. Not that this would be the first time it happened anyway. Right? He felt the hand grab his arm and all he could do was look back at him. Reagan's disappointment was obvious, he didn't hide it behind anger this time. Since that was not likely to even help him at this point. "I am listening to you but I don't get it because you hide things. You say trust me and I do, but you go oh we can hang out but now you have to go home. Oh I'll see you this weekend but something happened and you blacked out. Kyler, just what are you hiding from me? I didn't care you were in the night class originally but it's like I don't get my best friend, they do." He was rambling again but when Reagan spoke his mind he almost never shut up.
He just looked back at Kyler again, he couldn't always pretend he was happy. Reagan tried to but he wasn't like those gays on television who pranced around always happy. That never worked. Reagan was always going to be the odd man out on that one. And this might as well be called his fault then. It wasn't that shocking was it. "Keep me safe from what? Those other stupid nobles, I don't give a crap about them. I want my friend back, you are the only one of those people I actually give a crap about. I can't say I don't trust you cause that's a lie. But you keep shoving me off over things. We were supposed to hang out but your sister ruined it, I see you like what once a day and you don't even talk to me much. If you can only be over the chat friends because of this school then fine whatever. I'll accept that but I miss what we had before you brought me here." He mumbled the last part and just tried to look away like the stubborn little fool that he was.
Reagan was still mad. Very mad he barely got to see Kyler. His best friend was more of the best friend to all those dumbass nobles. Only Kyler seemed to have some brains over there. What could he do? Reagan was admitting how he felt, even if it wasn't all pure and innocent. Humans had emotions and lots of em. So of course this should be expected coming from Reagan. "I'm not mad at you dammit. I'm tired of not being able to see my best friend for more then a passing second and then only being weekend "friends" It's frustrating to know that I have to apparently stay away from you because of some stupid rules and No one will ever tell me why." He was speaking the truth mostly. Reagan's anger had started to fade, now it was just him being sad and grumpy. He wanted to spend time with Kyler was that so much to ask. MADE BY ★MEULK OF GS & THQ
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Post by Kyler Cullen on May 12, 2014 12:29:21 GMT -9
some coincidences are deliberate reagan / notes / etc The things that Reagan said, Kyler took them to heart. He knew that this boy was being sincere with him, and he appreciated the things he said. This was better than him keeping such things to himself. They did need to talk. Kyler realized how Reagan perceived their relationship, and now that he understood he felt horrible. He hadn't seen this change that Reagan spoke of. Sure they were both going to school now, but he personally hasn't noticed any sort of 'change' in their relationship because to Kyler Reagan was always going to be his friend.
"Reagan...I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I'm sorry." While he said this he tried to think of a way to truly fix all this, and make things better. However Kyler wasn't always good at thinking under pressure, knowing that he had very little time to even try stressed him out even more. Though he kept quiet while he though, he kept his hand on the boy's arm, afraid that he would try to walk away again. Kyler needed him to just be patient for a second so he could think of a solution that didn't involve spilling everything to this boy.
"I want to talk to you..and there is something that I have to say." However even as he spoke Kyler could feel a presence that hadn't been their before. He turned his cheek towards the entrance of the woods where they had came, and his heart then suddenly felt like it was trying to crawl out of his chest. Alastor. In that moment he felt completely and utterly screwed.
Kyler let go of Reagan's arm and turned to face Alastor. It was an immediate response engraved into his being. He couldn't help it, though it was all the more embarrassing that this was happening in front of Reagan who was so naive. Alastor didn't even need to say a word for him to understand what he needed to do. Kyler peeked nervously over at Rea, his glance apologetic. "I'm sorry." He said again, for what seemed like the hundredth time today. "I'll message you a time for us to meet up. I do want to talk to you, so please respond?" He didn't want to force anything, so he posed it as a question so Reagan could decide what he would do. Though Kyler didn't have time.
He returned his attention to Alastor once more, and walked in the direction of the tall raven haired man. His demeanor as sullen as ever. "I apologize for breaking the rules..I wasn't doing anything to-" "You can explain yourself later. Classes start soon." This brought slight relief, but Kyler knew that it meant he'd have an entire class period to come up with an explanation that wouldn't alienate himself from everyone. Perhaps if they spoke in private...Kyler nodded once, and while Alastor turned around and headed back towards the school Kyl glanced over his shoulder and waved at his friend.
Hopefully he'd answer his messages. Kyler was counting on it.
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Post by Reagan Anderson on May 12, 2014 13:44:37 GMT -9
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Reagan could only hope Kyler was listening, he wanted to know that his best friend actually wanted to bother. So far he wasn't sure where to go with this, it might not end up meaning much to him anyway. At least not right now, perhaps he needed to stop thinking of this that way. But too late really, Reagan couldn't help how irritated he felt. "Please...just don't leave me hanging like that Kyler. I'm not a puppet...or someone who can handle that." He said as he just rubbed his arms trying to relax. It'd probably not end up doing him any good but who really cared at this point. Why bother dwelling on stuff that would never end up actually changing. He wondered entirely what Kyler might do, but it wasn't like they'd get the chance. It seemed someone else was here. Go figure, what was he supposed to do this time.
Not like he'd be able to handle it. This had never been something he was entirely good at either. Go figure. Reagan thought of flinching when he saw that tough mean weirdo from the night class. But like it mattered anyway. Not like he'd be able to make him go away, it seemed the evening even with yelling had been ruined. So he'd have to just be a good boy and go back to his room. Not that Reagan wanted to. Honestly he didn't have any care towards the night class now. Only Kyler mattered out of all those weirdos. "Fine...But what's with the stiff. He gonna lecture us?" He asked, almost not caring if Alastor actually heard him. At least. So what was he going to say? Or do.
This moment he felt too confused. It was just a stressful moment for Reagan he didn't want to get in trouble with the staff. But he was also angry, and annoyed so his temper go the better of him. Only sometimes of course. Like right now. That was pretty much just how this was more or less. "Yea yea whatever, have fun with the stiff I'm going up to my room." He huffed, and just walked up to the gates, and through with only a small wave. He didn't even care much for Alastor. But he'd be nice since he barely knew the male. Best not to make things worse for Kyler after all. He'd probably get into enough trouble right now.
With that he'd be gone and up into the dorms, just flopping down on his bed and grumbling. Why did those idiots always get in his way of time with Kyler? He was so fed up with that. Not like people could play him right? Since this was something that annoyed him a lot. Being split up from Kyler was not something he entirely enjoyed. Why would he? That just didn't seem to be his style to begin with at this point. MADE BY ★MEULK OF GS & THQ
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